whitelarkspur

2010-06-09T22:47:00.001+08:00

In San Francisco.

2 more days.

2010-06-05T09:18:00.002+08:00

Myy's artwork.

Ohayo Gozaimasu, Readers <:
So 2 more days left in Singapore and I'll be flying off to San Francisco.

have a splendid holiday readers!

2010-06-03T06:11:00.008+08:00

Ohayo gozaimasu, it's 6:15am.
I was awaken by many missed calls & texts earlier on & now I couldnt sleep (HAHAHAHA)
Anyway, I'm glad & thankful that I've completed all my projects & presentation. However, I didnt expect my presentations and all to go well and therefore, I was selected to go for
San Francisco (USA).
Infact, I was very thankful for it cause honestly I didnt expect this till I even made plans for my June hols! Suprisingly Bs B, Lynette, was selected too and together with Donovan & Danish. But sometimes I kinda feel bad for those who wanted t go so badly and yet they're not choosen. Pretty please dont give up, there's still September, right?
"Change to improve yourself and not change just for the overseas trip."- Miss Shikin.
& so we're still unsure about our flight details, having our flu jab and all on Friday.
Left 2 more days, tell me about it! I just can't wait cause we'll be visiting lots and lots of places!
( & I havent even close to pack my things haha)
I'm going to miss my family very very very much plus my bestfriend, sister, brother, relatives, cousins, close friends, classmates, friends whom I know, the humid weather, the foodsss especially bubble tea, my bed including pillow and all my daily things.
I'll try my utmost t update when I'm there so stay tuned kay.
I wish all of you will have a splendid holiday!
Lots of kisses ang hugs;
Myy.

2010-06-02T20:25:00.000+08:00

Dont worry Readers, I'll blog before I depart from Singapore.

2010-05-27T20:49:00.003+08:00

Commercial Submisson - Done.
Self-Potrait - Done.
Presentation - Done.

I'm left with PTV Exam & 2nd Presentation.
^.^

2010-05-18T20:26:00.000+08:00

Not myself these days.
Why?
Simple;
I lost you.

:)

2010-05-08T14:18:00.003+08:00

I miss blogging so much!!
Anyway, how are you Readers?
I know most of you are having hard times dealing with personal reasons and some are busy dealing with exams.
I, hereby wish all of you good luck & keep fighting alright!
:)
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So firstly, I'm thankful that Mum has been discharged from the hospital.
Secondly, I'm thankful that Ive passed the class test. I may not get a full mark but atleast Ive tried my utmost in it.
Thirdly, Commercial Submission, Portfolio Assessment and PTV Exam is just around the corner.
Sigh I just can't find the time to hangout with my friends sometimes, and that kinda saddens me a lot.
I just hope this could end faster so I have the time for my friends soon! People, hold on tight I will spend time with you all ASAP okay! Mwah mwah love you all!
On top of that, life has been pretty good. I'm just thankful and glad that life is still going smoothly eventho there's melancholic times about Mum's illness but overall, I'm pleased seeing her smiling & laughing at times like this.
'cause one thing for sure, we as a family will always be there for each other in times of need.
& yes, Mother's Day is tomorrow & of course I'm aware of it! Hehehehe.
I just hope dad will come back by tonight since he went over to other country for a seminar meeting.
Oh wishing wishing ~
Secondly, school has been pretty good too! & I'm just glad that my shooting is over. & on a very brighter note, mine is passable & what's more, there's no a need to re-shoot! Ahhhh putting a song in my commercial is the last thing to do & that's it!
& one thing for sure, Patience is the key.
'cause from what I realised, people who tend t rush everything in this, either they have to re-shoot or things just got complicated in the end.
Sorry but I ain't making people feeling a pinch here, just the things I see these days
:)
But like it said,
Things have a way of working out eventho it did take a bit of meddling on the part sometimes,
dont you think so Readers?
I suppose it goes t show that you just dont know what life's going t throw at you, so you Readers had better be ready!
Alright will blog again when I'm free alright!
Lovessssssssss.

love love.

2010-04-30T22:52:00.003+08:00

Myy's all-time favourite.

winter crystal

2010-04-17T21:18:00.003+08:00

I guess it's been really dead hahahah!

Anyway my life has been always good. Infact I'm thankful for it <:
But one thing that has taken up my space now is school. Yes, eversince school started, I've been busy with shooting.
What's more, this will last till the end of May. Not only for PTV but for DDF as well.
So much of it's time to enjoy when you're in ITE -.-
I guess I'm going to take things slow & steady till everything's over.
Will blog again when I'm free.
Takecare Readers.
<:

a mission to accomplish.

2010-03-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

& since I'll be having three weeks of holiday,
I'm going to make use of it wisely.
I guess I'm going to work and earn as much as I can to make Mum's birthday which will be coming in weeks to come,
a special one.
That's the only mission I want to accomplish for now.
I hope this will make her happy since she's having a hard time due to her illness.
<:

2010-03-24T13:23:00.004+08:00

& so yesterday I had a super long day but nevertheless, I enjoyed every moments.
Had my breakfast with my two chinese girls! We had a little fuss about it and ended up we ate at KFC hahahaha.
Melancholy I forgot to try th egg tarts. There's always next time right girls?
After we had our satisfying breakfast, head to school back & handed up my late assignments.
Couldnt prolong my stay t hangout with my chinese girls since I need to rush myself to meet the another two girls.
Thank you my chinese girlss, muacks muacks!
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Met Bestfriend & Sister in the mid-afternoon.
Had our late lunch at Cahaya Restaurant. Damn, how I missed that place so much!
After filling our famished stomach, head to one of the interview. Overall, it was fine and somehow,
I managed to get a part-time job too.
After a long day of walking around, went Orchard Central to chill around. Thought of chilling around at the levels but this bestfriend of mine kept pestering us to go to the Rooftop Garden. Since Haz & I have this phobia of height, we thought that it's just aint safe for us!!
& I just can't stop babbling to myself,
"Omg I'm scared!!! Is this going to be safe? Is this going to okay?!"
And after so much of asking each other about our safety, we decided to be brave and took the very long escalator.
Yes, my hands were so sweat! & I dare not to look down, it was just mad scarryyy!!!
& the hilarious part was, Haz kept repeating,
"Aiyoooooo! Myy aku takut! Aiyooooo!"-

I couldnt control but laugh as hard as I can! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
& I'm thankful that we reached the rooftop safely cause I'm just bloody mad scared! Spend our time chilling around till dawn. Since Siti couldnt stay long, walked around @ 313 for awhile and head home after that.
Such a awesome impromptu out filled with inane jokes & racous laughter!
Love the both of you very much, loveesss.

you could be the one someday.

2010-03-19T17:55:00.005+08:00

Tell me like finally school holiday starting from tomorrow onwards!
(Okay no, we still have to come back to pass our Safety Poster + Drawing)

& so I had my Napfa test just now, kinda disappointed with my 2.4km since I wasnt concentrating on my breathin & end up a few last to finished. However, I'm willing to take the re-test since I wasnt feeling contented about it.
School's been pretty stress these few days since we need to complete up our sketchbook, safety poster & landscape drawings which I couldnt finish up on time.
Like Mr. William said,
"Do you rather pass me your last-minute messy work or do you rather pass me complete tidy work with a deduction of 10%?"

& after thinking wisely with what he said,
most of us decided to deduct 10% with a complete tidy work & not a last-minute work
heh heh.
So after Napfa, went Tamp Mall to fill up our famished stomach. Thought of hanging around with Azhar & Gang after that but then I'm just plain lazy seriously.
Come on, dont get mad at me alright? We'll hangout soon, boy.

& now I kinda miss my VFX class. For this past three months, I've realised that all of us have this little love for each other. Infact, I'm thankful to met all of them including 1B too.
Such a united class.
Like it said,
"Quietly we care."-
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Okay currently on the phone with Azhar ~
Will update again!

2010-03-14T14:30:00.002+08:00

In school.

2010-03-12T15:49:00.001+08:00

School were dismissed at 1.
Thought of going back to Northview to take my N Cert, but I was just t lazy hahaha.
Okay afternoon nap now!

T H A N K Y O U, phoebe

2010-03-11T21:49:00.002+08:00

I am deeply touched by her post.

The touchest post I ever read.
Thank you so much,
:')

bestest girls

2010-03-11T20:41:00.004+08:00

School were dismissed at 12 and the three of us were excited! 'cause we got to spend quality time together. Infact we dont really had a proper lunch lately since I prioritise my personal problem first.
Had our proper lunch at Tamp Mall & head to the library after that.
Laughed, joked around incessantly hahaha. Forever all those inane talks we had!
Parted at 3 plus and I cant wait for another lunch outing!
& Jocelyn owe us Pretzel! (We're waiting for the day to come!)
Thank you so much for today, both of you.
Love you my small sisters muackssss!

2010-03-10T20:40:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulilah, my prayers were paid off.
<:

School has been awesome. Infact it was always awesome with them including our teachers! Therefore, I'm thankful to met Visual Effect Students plus the teachers too.
But melancholy, soon;
I'll be changing my own path.

2010-03-04T20:19:00.001+08:00

away.

God's will.

2010-03-02T21:14:00.004+08:00

& we thought that everything went back to normal like how it used to be. But,
hell no.
It was hell lot a bad news for my family & I. We couldn't control our emotional when we had a heart-to-heart talk with each other, exclude Mum. My chest tighten with a mixture of pain and lost after I received the news. Heart aches when I saw Dad cried for the very first time. I couldnt help it but cried along. Infact, it was such a bad news for us that we as a family couldnt take it, especially me.
I thought I could spend my time with Mum going for breakfast again, but no.
I thought I could bring Mum to look for new handbags again, but no.
I thought I could bring Mum to eat at Swenses again, but no.
I thought I could bring Mum to a park to relieve her stress, but no.
Infact, I could bring her along to anywhere now but no cause; for all we know now
she's no longer strong.
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But one thing for sure,
we, as a family are still here to support her. Infact, we've promised to each other that we'll lessen her burden & feel the pain together.
Indeed I'm thankful to God that we're still united.
Like it said,
One for all, all for one.
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&, thanks so much to the doctors for making us spending thousands of dollars for this but yet to no avail. Damn it you doctors! If you greed of money, might as well rob the bank!
Dont waste the patient's money just t earn double of it because they ain't fools.
I hope you doctors will go to the hell soon.
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But one thing that hurts us a lot;
Mum's illness cannot be cured & little time for us...

i'm thankful

2010-02-27T17:17:00.005+08:00

"It is never too late to come back 'cause one thing fo sure,
I'm still the girl you used to know."-

Life has always been great for me,
indeed I'm thankful for everything, be it a minor or a major thing that has happened to me.
Mostly school has been taking up my available space to spend time with my friends.
I'll make it up a.s.a.p. that's a promise!
Day by day, a lot of assignements to be handed up.
All I could think of now is drawing, storyboarding, drawing and storyboarding.
I hope everyone will have a great year!
Be thankful with what you got and what you received.
May God bless all of you.
<:

17th Birthday.

2010-02-21T18:17:00.009+08:00

"Thank you so muchhh for the birthday wishes, messages, hugs & kisses! & not to forget, thank you very much for the people who bought for me presentz which I dont really expect at all especially the special birthday card that were from my class. I swear, it really touches me a lot. Now, may all your pockets hold a...lways a coin or two & may God fill your heart & gladness ♥ " - Myy.

& you,
thank you for being the first one t wished me Happy Birthday.
Indeed I'm happy and thankful that you've not forgetten me.
& I wish you will come back one day (miracles do happen)
Loves.

So I spent my afternoon with Haz Sister. Had our usual cheesy jokes & talks hahaha.
Then met Farid & Sadiq for awhile and head to meet the rest at late night.
It may not be that awesome but Im thankful because all of you tried your utmost to make it awesome!
Thank you once again, may God bless all of you.
<:

17th

2010-02-20T10:50:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!
(I'm halfway to legal age, hehe)

I'm thankful for being able to celebrate my 17th still,
that's one thing for sure.
<:

tomorrow.

2010-02-19T21:18:00.001+08:00

hope for haiti

2010-02-12T22:14:00.004+08:00

"Good art is nothing more than infinite patience."

hilarious conver

2010-02-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

izat says:
*nanti birthday kau aku beli kan lah okay?

(F)Viscaria. says:
*Wah meaning you going to buy for me Flowers & Berries ah?
*Eh you damn sweet hor!
*WHY NOT YOU BUY FOR ME THE WHOLE SHOP & WHOLE BOTANICAL GARDEN? ^^

izat says:
*whole shop and whole garden you wait long2!

(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, I couldnt stop laughing pleaseeeee)

baby yum yum!

2010-02-08T20:16:00.003+08:00

All-time favourite.

2010-02-06T21:39:00.003+08:00

Eventually Mum is getting well soon.
All thanks to Allah.
<:
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I couldn't blog nowadays since school's really been keeping me busy.
& what's more, I realised that Visual Effects is not a easy course.
Like Mr.Kevin said,
"You may not be a talented designer now but what I want to see now is Effort."

thank you.

2010-01-31T02:21:00.006+08:00

Including Aizad, Ath B, Bestfriend, Dominic, Izat, Faiz, Fiqqo, Haz Sister, Jocelyn, Lynette, Sadiq, Shahfiq & more.

I want to thank all of you for being there for me.
Thank you so much.
May God bless you all.
<:

Thank you, Allah.

2010-01-30T19:19:00.004+08:00

Mum: "Are you happy tt I'm back now?"
Me: "YES OF COURSE IM HAPPY!!!!!
& I can't be strong if you're not, Mum."
(hugs her tightly)

That's the brighter note of the day.
But the on the darker note, she needs to undergo a surgery for her brain. Yes, she's in a very serious condition yet not even one motherfucker knows how serious it is, exclude the three of us in the family.
So 80% high chances of death.
Tell me, how could I not perturbed about this!
The thought of it makes me feel scared, really! & after a long of discussion with family, we decided to choose Radiation treatment. Radiation treatment is not an ordinary treatment. It's a treatment whereby your hair will tend to drop alot & you will be bald. & of course, she doesnt mind because to her, the one who's going to see her in this state is just her family. Yes, that's how she thinks. What's more, she's gonna be strong(Alhamdulilah). Like I said,
"This is God's doing. We couldnt do anything but accept the challenges because insya allah
one day all of us will overcome it."
However, I'm thankful that we are still united as a family.
I thank Him for this <:

:'(

2010-01-27T17:40:00.011+08:00

A mother who nurtures her child without giving up.
A mother who find every ways to fulfill her child's needs. A mother who never fails to call every 6 hours to know her child's whereabout. A mother who feels perturb at home when her child's not back yet. A mother who tried to hide her emotions but in the end, she give in.
A mother who struggles along with her child. A mother who feels melancholy when she couldnt buy something for her child. A mother who gives her all just to show that she love her child very much.
A mother who never fails to say,"Cium" (Kiss) whenever her child wants to go to sleep.
A mother who hugs her child silently while she was sleeping. A mother who accompany her child till her child's sound asleep.
A mother who holds her child's hand tightly/link her arm through her child's while they're walking.
A mother who laughs at her child's inane joke. A mother who never complaint because she knows her child better than anyone else. A mother who keeps quiet when she detest something yet her action speaks louder than words. A mother who invites her child's mate to home, to make sure that this person takes good care of her child. A mother who tried her utmost to believe her child's words eventho her child broke alot of promises. A mother who doesnt care what people say about her child because she knows her child best. A mother who never fails to bring her child along with her because she doesnt want to feel lonely. A mother who shows a big grin when she sees a complete family of four. A mother who never fails to make breakfast for her child/bring her child for breakfast at Mcd. A mother who never fails to buy chocolates for her child. A mother who walks behind her child to see how big is her child now. A mother who cried of happiness when her child achieved something.
A mother who never fails to say,"I love my children very much."
A mother who advice/nags alot yet she know that her child know best. A mother who scolds because she care and yet, she didnt mean any of it. A mother who tried to keep herself fit & healthy so that she could see her child get married one day.
A mother who kiss her child's cheek in public and say,"I love you."
A mother who never fails to bring her child to town just to buy handbags.
A mother who pampered her child like no one else.
And, a mother who's a very, very, very soft-hearted woman yet she hide it.

& that's my Mum, the only one in this world.

only one hope, nothing else.

2010-01-26T20:56:00.004+08:00

Myy Eglantine says,
"You're the reason why I'm strong, Mum. You're the reason why I'm here, in this world. So now, please, please get well soon & be strong. I may not show you how much I love you, but deep inside me, you're the bestest Mum I could ever ask for. I love you, and always do ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ "

There's only one thing I hope for now;

Mum;
to get well soon.
(I'm willing to give my life just for her, the only her who nurtures me eversince I was a baby)

borrring

2010-01-25T20:24:00.003+08:00

Theory Class is the most boring lesson, ever!
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On a brighter note, school's great!
Infact, I love ITE life now.
:D

Tomorrow

2010-01-24T18:56:00.003+08:00

Done with my 5 assignments! Get ready for submission yoz!
Had Family Spring Cleaning like usual. Dad never fails to put up with his silly cheesy jokes! HAHAHA.
& now, I'm waiting for my food to arrive hehe.
Anyway, school's tomorrow! Yaaaay can finally meet my friends especially Lynette & Yizhen!
Kay have a nice day tomorrow, Readers!
:D

please

2010-01-24T18:25:00.003+08:00

"No, you're not the only one I'm handling. There's more."-
Me.

& now, I feel like running away to a far land where I can only see mountains & flowers.

ive learnt my lesson

2010-01-24T01:31:00.003+08:00

Supposingly going to spend time with Bestfriend for the whole yesterday but then since it was Golly's birthday, we let it go. Went Town first since we wanted to surveyed some things. Had our usual catch-ups especially the laughters we had! Head to Cahaya to filled up our ravenous stomach & met Azzah & Ielah after that. Soon then, Haz came along & like usual, always laughed like mad ding dong! Met the guys at Dhoby Ghaut & made our way to Golly's party. Reached, chilled & went back at 9 plus. Didnt prolonged my stay since I promised Dad that I wont be long. Melancholy I took a very long time to reached home! Infact, the f bus was super slow & what's more, it's really a long journey. Damn, but lucky he accompanied me on my way home hehehe.
But one thing for sure, I don't really enjoyed my Saturday Night.
Let's hope next week will be a better one!
:D

wonderful friday

2010-01-22T19:05:00.005+08:00

"I knw u're nt perfect and Idcare if u say u have nth to offer,
I only care for one thing, and that's ur love." -

Now, I feel this big grin spreading over my face, cheek flushed with pleasure.
Hehehe.
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Anyway,
Was raining heavily in the morning which surprised me. I was kinda late due to traffic jam & call myself lucky because Mr.William wasnt angry with me, haha. Had our drawing lesson till 11 plus since the teachers have to attend a meeting. What's more, most of us have to attend the SC meeting too. But before that, Jocelyn & I witnessed something that is ever so casually, heh heh scaryyyyy~
After that, waited for bestfriend at Multi-purpose hall since I wasn't going for the Test.
YESS, it was such a golden opportunity yet Mum ...
I guess I'll just have to go for private then. So,
thought of prolonging my stay for Lynette & Yizhen but Haz was waiting for me.
Dont worry, next week we go makan together kaaay! Miss all of you so much leee!
Met Haz at Woodlands & hugged like nobody's business. Was feeling ravenous, so had our early dinner. Went to the library to finished up my incomplete drawings & walked around after that. Left at 5 since I was super weaaary.
To sum it all, I had a wonderful Friday today.
<:

sanctimonious busybody

2010-01-21T20:23:00.004+08:00

Had my afternoon sleep just now & now I'm wide awake!
Anyway, school's been pretty great now. & I'm thankful because like finally I clicked with the Malays.
( except for one )
So since school ends at 12pm, went back home straight since I was super damn fatigue. Fervently sorry to Jocelyn & Bee.
Moreover,
I'm having a MAJOR butt cramp!
Yess, damn cramped & sometimes I can't feel my own butt. This is what happens when you sit in the bus for 1 and 1/2 hour EVERYDAY!
-.-
Next, tomorrow is O level English Test.
& Mum thought that it's gonna be tough for me so thought that should just put me in a private school. ( attending silently tomorrow muahaha )
And,
Yess, to see if I'm eligible to sit for it. Hopefully I can, then if not, it's alright then 'cause I'm not putting any high hopes. 'cause one thing for sure,
I'm lazy to open books already. Heh Heh.
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& I just received a message from Yizhen!

"{ ♥ } -чιzнєи.т ƸӁƷ✿ says:
"MAIII. i don't have lesson tmrw, hoho"

UGHHHH CLASS B IS NOT HAVING ANY LESSON TOMORROW whilst MY CLASS IS STILL HAVING LESSON!
HOW BAD, WAH I PEKCHEK already.

bad insomnia

2010-01-19T04:35:00.005+08:00

It's going to be 5am soon.
I'm having insomnia & what's more, school's starting at 8am.
I just hope I'll stay WIDE awake since today requires alot of energy le,
drawing incessantly.
-.-"

Anyway, I miss blogging, really. What's more, Ive been really busy due to school & outside activites.
School's fine(prolly soon). Hanged out with my cliques & they are really a bunch of good friends! No joke.
Had my first PE yesterday & it was really great! Infact, I'm loving Ite life,
for now(only).
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
& last thing, I miss someone. Sigh, like I said,
"So much of same school yet we couldnt even meet up everyday. Let alone break."
I just hope we're not drifting apart ~
Kay have a nice day, Readers!
:D

2010-01-17T20:33:00.001+08:00

Bad, bad drawing.

awessssssomee day out!

2010-01-17T00:54:00.002+08:00

Me: Okay I get the bag.
Retail girl: Okay.
(searching for my purse)
Me: Omg Ath. I cant find my purse.
Ath: ARE YOU SURE?
Me: Goodness yesss. I left it at home!!!!!
Ath: (laughing)

& that's how I spent my day(for the 2 hours of going back & forth just to get my purse)
with her.
<:

will this do?

2010-01-15T22:57:00.005+08:00

Credit: Me.

Visited NAFA today since our course is similiar with Nafa's. Quite a big campus, I must say. Didnt walked around much since I was in a rush meeting Haz Sister. Ahhh, we hugged like nobody's business lor! Only God knows how much we miss spending time together! Went to have our late lunch since both of us were feeling ravenous (yet, I was having gastric pain again). Walked around to survey some bags since I havent even bought one & apparently, nothing caught my attention exclude Haz. Since we thought it was still early, went to the library to hangout, but instead we were engrossed with our own course details, hahaha. But Im glad I did some drawings. What's more, I'm so thankful that Ive found some useful notes, heh heh!
Parted with a hug tight! See you again next Friday sister!
Such a long tiring day but still I enjoyed it!
Kay, goodnight Readers!
:D

gastric go away >:

2010-01-14T18:55:00.004+08:00

13th Jan '10;
First day of school was great!
(despite the gastric pain I had to endure, hahaha)
Make new friends (Lynette, Yizhen, Rozanna, Yie Chen, Phoebe, Faith) & more.
They are really nice friends & I'm glad I found them in school!
And,
Visual Effects was kinda tough since it's a new course & the least thing we can do is bear with the drawings & talks.
"No pain, no game," - Lynette.

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14th Jan '10;
Today was great!
(despite having insufficient sleep)
9am- 12pm. Drawing & drawing incessantly (can die ah).
Had our lunch at Kfc since all of us were feeling ravenous. Did some drawings too.
Parted with a goodbye & a hug since Mum was waiting for me.
& yess, we're going NAFA tomorrow! ( Bye bye, Afifah! )
For now, I just need my anticipation shot - sleep.
Have a good day tomorrow, Readers!
:D

the happiest day

2010-01-12T16:38:00.004+08:00

ALHAMDULILAH,
I'm selected for Visual Effects at Ite Tamp!
Will be busy from tomorrow onwards.
Takecare Readers!
:D

2010-01-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

pretty please

2010-01-11T11:40:00.008+08:00

A: "you see so fussy now what happened? If not we same course, same sch already liao."
Me: "When it comes to education, it's a MUST t be fussy. HAHA."
A: "forever fussy"

(LOL)

Thought of staying home this one whole week but,
I received a letter from the HQ regarding about my previous appeal.
& now, I have to attend for the special talk at Macp tomorrow -.-,
but SO glad someone's there t keep me accompany. Haha.
So I hope I'll get the course right away since there will be interviews after the talk.
Oh pretty please just this last once.
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Okay skip that!!

"ALHAMDULILAH",
that's what Dad, Mum, B & I said right after I received a call from Ite Tamp regarding about my course!
( after the long wait & patience we've been through )
& of course, nothing can compared today's news!!
What's more, Dad promised me something, hehehe :D
Let's hope drawing test + interview will turn out well tomorrow.
Amin.
Kay have a good sleep, Readers!
:D

thank you.

2010-01-11T00:09:00.004+08:00

[http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dj6vw5SP1u0]

Dydi says:
*hmm
*sometimes i wish to be with u
*ur soo like
*the gd one for me
*entah
*i cn nvr find a girl like u
*haish

Thank you, SO much.
I feel so touched when you dedicate that song to me(eventho I dont like Malay songs).
HAHAHAHAHAHA!
& you're the bestest, sweetest ex I ever had despite all those hard times, really. In additional, you're a very good guy. Much better than my others.
Indeed I'm elated to have you in my life once.
Keep it up, I'm sure there's one sweet & simple girl waiting for you. Trust me.
For now, I'll always wish all the best for you!
Thank you, once again.
<:

orange tiger butterfly

2010-01-10T21:08:00.001+08:00

If ah, I see this in Singapore, the least thing I will do is
run away so that it wont come near me.

bovine

2010-01-10T20:58:00.003+08:00

S says:

*hahahaha you forever
*sleep,eat,sleep,eat,sleep,eat
*hahahaha

Ini semua hidup goyang kaki.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

& so what S said is true. That's what I've been doing lately.
<:

better than yours

2010-01-09T22:59:00.005+08:00

Conversation.

Me: "Mum! Listen how loud the frog croak!"
Mum: "The frog is calling the rain because there's snake eyeing for the frog."
Me: "Huh?"
Dad: "Bukaaaaaaaan. Katak tu panggil kawan kawan die, (changed into a rough voice);
Oi sini ade air. Mari sini member-member, ade air."
Me: "HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!"
Mum: "Ade ade je."
_____________________________________________________________________

& so I missed the fun. I want to karaoke with them lei!
(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA)
Okay goodnight Readers!
:D

awesome day!

2010-01-08T23:04:00.003+08:00

"Had a awesome day with WaunderLady Ielah, Myy Eglantine, Syafiq Shahril, Firoh Kim Hyun Sang and Azzah.Thanks for awesome day ♥ ♥ ♥" - Shahfiq Sheckler.

& of course we had a lot of fun catching up eventho it's just a few of us.
Will hangout soon again!

xoxo

let this be the last one.

2010-01-08T10:08:00.007+08:00

The one who used to give me butterflies in my stomach.
Indeed, I'm SO glad that we're still friends after we broke up.
Thank you, <:

__________________________________________________________________________

I appealed the very last & only course that seems to have vacancy; Visual Effects.
I've really got no choice(damn it, really no) since my Mum kept saying, "When are you going to school?!", "Aren't you going to school anymore? Don't make me lose face!", "I'm willing to pay any amount as long as you get a school." (Dad's cooler 'cause the only thing he told me,
"Bersabar.")
You see, even I myself memorised every single thing what she said. & even Fir told me,
"I dont want you to end up like some people." How caring ~ Like I said,
I still want to go to school & my brain is still in a good condition(101%)!
Waaaah I can grow white hair thinking about this, I tell you. Sick & tired of thinking.
So let this be the last appeal.
Have mercy on me, please.
________________________________________________________________________

I found something & thought that I shouldnt even browsing in the first place.
I couldnt do anything but,
wish them all the best. Last long!
<:

how?

2010-01-07T23:43:00.002+08:00

But I feel like giving up every minute & every second,
even right now.

:'<

2010-01-06T02:26:00.004+08:00

Me: "Dad, is Allah sedang menguji Kakak?"
Dad: "Yes, he's testing you. Die nak tengok kesabaran kakak. Die nak tengok kalau kakak orang nye cepat putus asa tak. Die nak kakak sedar ape kesilapan kakak."
Me: "After rejecting Info-Com?"
Dad: "Itu pun boleh jadi satu kesilapan kakak."
Me: (Crying)
Dad: "Allah sedang menguji Kakak, jadi be strong and tunjukkan bahawa Kakak can overcome this. Just wait la, anak Pa is the strongest!"
Me: (crying & hug him)

I'm SO thankful to have him as my Dad.

Amin.

2010-01-06T00:35:00.002+08:00

The result was a failure.
:'<

Baga-de

2010-01-05T20:39:00.008+08:00

Finally my background blog is done!
Thank Aisya for helping me out
<:
________________________________________________________________________

Result will be out by tomorrow.
Ahhh, just can't wait to go to school again 'cause cant stand staying at home!
What's more,
I still have a study brain and still in a good condition.
So will that do to take me in? 0.0
Oh pretty pretty please.

<;

2010-01-04T20:35:00.004+08:00

Me: "OMG! You cut your hair again?!! Aku feel like smacking you!"

Bestfriend: "Alaah okay pe."
Me: "So much of promising me yang kau wont cut your hair anymore."
Bestfriend: "Alah remas la. You know me (wide smile)"
Me: "& that's why I've nothing against you now."

See how stubborn can she be!
But overall, her new haircut really suits her well
<:

So I went Ite Tamp to fetch her from school since I thought that's the best way to make her day.
Met her & we gave each other a big hug! & the tightness I felt from her really tells me everything.
The way she wanted me to be there, the fret she showed me that she's not ready to face everything by herself. Hopefully everything will be fine soon, Amin.
So had our late lunch at LJS, while also had our usual talks. SO much of things to talk lor!
Walked around for awhile & head home after that.
Now, I can't wait to meet you again next week!
Love you very much, Bestfriend!
<:
__________________________________________________________________________

Someone in my list just told me a very "hot" gossip which I couldnt wait to go back t Nv,
hahaha. You know who y're ^^
Anyway,
result in 2 more days.
Hopefully, hopefully I'll get that course.
Amin.

Have a good sleep today, Readers!
:D

will

2010-01-03T20:31:00.009+08:00

My soon-to-be.

I can't believe I woke up at 5 plus :O
Such a pig like that man! Anyway didn't do much today since I woke up late.
& what's saddening more is I aint starting school tomorrow melancholy much plsss
:'<
However, result is on the 6th & I have to wait for that day. Hopefully I get the course.
Oh please please Allah.
Next, will be fetching Bestfriend from school tomorrow since we cancelled the previous appointment. Let's hope I don't get lost eh.
& right now, I just can't wait to go to school. Because one thing for sure,
I still want to study & not laze around at home like a housewife.
Please don't feel offended hor, peace kay!
____________________________________________________________________________

& New Year's resolution;

1. Be thankful with whatever I have, like always I do ( I have a happy family, bestest bestfriends, wonderful friends. To sum it all, I have deeply satisfying life which I couldnt ask for more. Indeed I feel SO thankful. Thank you Allah. & I hope this continues),

2. Be closer with Allah S.W.T ( One of my last year's goal too. & yes, I did it! Alhamdulilah. So I guess this will continue till the day I die),

3. Don't be a spendthrift ( I've wasted my $100+ down the drain just like that on the 2nd Jan. & of course I do feel regret till I didn't even dare to tell my parents. So, I've promised to myself that I will control my temptation & spend only essential things. Insya Allah I can do it ),

4. Gain weight ( Need a healthy balanced diet in order to grow fat. No more oily fats pls ),

5. Good results ( Insya Allah if I were to get my course on the 6th, I'm going to work hard & make my parents proud. I failed to do so last year & I must say, a lesson to be learned. So no more silly mistakes this year, Insya Allah ).

6. Don't be naive & let boys eat my heart ( I'm sick & tired of it. What's more, I'm not a desperate girl who need a boys attention in order to make me feel attracted. I'm sorry but I'm not your typical girl. I'm going to be strong like how Bestfriend is 'cause all these while, she's the one who's been teaching me these. What's more, I don't need boys to fill up my life. I just need Him & my family )

So I hope this six core values will implant in me for this year.
Amin.

K have a nice day tomorrow, Readers!
:D

awesome day

2010-01-02T23:27:00.004+08:00

Rating: 3/5

Ange: "Eh go 711 and let's check if there's available at Lido since it's full here."
Me: "Okay can."
Ange: "We mcm pathetic sia."
Me: "What to do, don't want to waste money."

HAHAHAHAHA.
& thank God there's seats avaiable at Lido. So happy bought tics already.
Anyway, was actually kinda bored at first + I kept jerking (hahahaha) but overall wasnt bad afterall.
We really walked alot, didnt we? Hahaha.
But I'm glad we had a great time together especially with our hilarious jokes :D
& yes, let's hope I'll get the same ite as you hor! Love you, muaaacks!
_______________________________________________________________________

Bought Mum's all time favourite album - Classical/Jazz/Sentimental. I'm so glad that she like it! There's nothing can compared to my Mum's wide smile.
& lastly, I can't wait to meet Bestfriend!
Glad she is too ^^
K good night Readers!
:D

hello 2010

2010-01-01T00:17:00.004+08:00

Breakfast @ Mcd --> Fareast Plaza --> Cineleisure ---> Ion ---> Hyatt Hotel --> Home.

Such a long day but still I enjoyed it!
& so, I spent my New Year with my Family together with my Cousins!!
The bestest celebration I had!

& Welcome 2010!
:DDD

goodbye 2009

2009-12-30T23:19:00.013+08:00

Alot of things happened this year.
The good ones; the bad ones; the unexpected ones.
However, I'm glad & thankful for whatever has happened to me.
Thankful because I've learned enough to make things right now.
& one thing,
I'm thankful because God has given us another year to continue our lives <:

I pray, wish, hope that 2010 will be a good year for me. Amin.
& on a brighter note,

I'm done with my New Year's resolution!

Have a blast day tomorrow, Readers!
Mwah!

Putakhamnida :<

2009-12-29T23:31:00.006+08:00

Disappointed. Lost. Hoping.
That's what I'm feeling eversince yesterday.

Disappointed because I couldnt make my parents proud. Despite of it, they were still there for me. Like Mum said,
"As long as you know what you're doing, we're proud of you."
Lost because, what if I couldnt get the course I appealed? Where can I go? What should I do?
& I couldn't think of anything but this thoughts. Ugh, it just make me sickk, I swear. I can die like that, really.
Hoping. Yes I'm really hoping that I'll get that course. I'll pray hard, will because
I still want to study. That's final!

Oh please please please.

___________________________________________________________________________________

& the most saddening part is,
Bestfriend & I will not be in the same Ite.
This saddens me ALOT. Thinking of it makes me cry because we have been sticking to each other for four years & we've been very, very, very close this year. So close that we couldn't even see anyone else but just us.
The laughters, the stupid faces, the gossips about Boys and Idols, the problems we faced, my hand that always rest on your shoulder & your waist(because you're so short), your hand that never fails to hold mine(because I'm so tall), the way you piggy-backed me, the way I piggy-backed you, the secrets you kept from me(eventually I found out), the secrets I kept from you(eventually you found out), you know my feelings, I know your feelings, some things you think it's cute(when I think it's not), the way you tied my hair, the way I tied yours, the way you compliment me(hehe), the way I compliment you, the way you melt my heart by calling/smsing me the word, Bestfriend(which was very difficult to pleased you but am so elated because like finally you did!) & lastly, the small bickers we had that make our friendship very, very close.
Goodness, I just miss the things we used to do, the silly things especially.
I just don't know how the environment is going to be without you by my side.
Now, I'm missing you very very much, Bestfriend. So much :'<
& yes, we're going to hold this friendship till the end. A promise.

have mercy on me

2009-12-28T09:17:00.005+08:00

Info-com @ Macpherson.

Yes, that's the course I received. Hell, that's my 5th choice!
-.-"

Waaa now I understand how difficult it is to be in this situation, where there's only a course for you.
Accept it/Decline it. So I choose decline it.
Infact, I don't know what's going on in that course man! In additional, I detests operating computer etc.
That's not my favourite but my brother -.-
I guess I'll just have to wait for next week's result. Hopefully there's vacancy for me. Amin.
If not . . .

Get Ready To Die.

a pleasant Christmas Day.

2009-12-26T00:11:00.004+08:00

It's after 12 now. I just after watching Hwangjini. Since it's on screen so might as well watch again right?
Such a poignant & moving drama. You will cry whenever you watch, believe me.
<:
So I spent my day sleeping like a log. I don't know why but I just can't see my bed empty. If it is, this lazy body of mine will tend to, "Ahhh bed." I know I'm a pig like that hahah.
Went to Swensens to have our dinner. Love it!
Thanks to my Dad, we, family received a huge basket of Godiva & Van Houten chocolatessss for Christmas!
See, how can we not stop loving our Dad?
:D

Merry Christmas, Everyone!

2009-12-24T23:50:00.007+08:00

"You drink, I'll kill you." - Dad.

How's that?
I bet you're gonna be freaking shocked when your own Dad said this uh, bet I am.
& so I thought I couldn't go out since Dad was on leave but suprisingly, he changed his mind!
However, I had alot of fun spending my time with Khai & then followed by bestfriend.
Indeed a very wonderful Christmas Eve! Hehe.
Tomorrow's Christmas Day!
Yes, I bet everyone is gonna enjoy themselves t the fullest and
I hope all of you will kay?
:D
Hehe have a nice day tomorrow Readers!
Mwah.

a promise

2009-12-24T01:49:00.005+08:00

I always thought that I wanted to be one, someday.
Melancholy my dream was crushed because of that only one reason.
Somehow, I know that I will start playing again like how I used to when I was a child.
<:

lazy post

2009-12-23T02:23:00.005+08:00

I'm done with work!!
Ahhhh, like finally. YESS like finally am not standing for long hours already so happy!
Dont worry, Myy will visit all of you once in awhile kay!
:D

& now, I'm hoping that my supervisor/Aini won't call me for help. Oh please please.

<3

2009-12-23T00:44:00.008+08:00

The only one.

<:

2009-12-22T00:24:00.003+08:00

I'm lucky to have a happy family & wonderful friends around me.
Thankful -
that's what I'm feeling now.

2009-12-20T00:37:00.001+08:00

Will post a proper post soon.

have a optimistic mindset people

2009-12-18T23:30:00.010+08:00

(Otp)
Miss Kaur: How's your result?
Me: Ite.
Miss Kaur: Better 'cause nowadays O levels aren't easy. 3 times tougher.
Me: Thank you for that & dont forget to treat me to a movie.
Miss Kaur: (laughing)

Example of a shameless student.

20 points.
That's my result. Still, I'm thankful -
that I have good courses to apply & thankful that I got somewhere else to further my studies.
& I've choosen 6 out of 62 courses. Such a headache, plz.

What makes me feel melancholy was students who was hoping to go t the next level, a dream I must say didnt came true eventually. & students who was not hoping, a luck I must say, came true. Sometimes we just can't put high hopes in it, don't you think? & come on, you're still continuing your education right? It's not really the end, I repeat it's not. What's more, the courses + colleges aren't that bad afterall
just that some things make it bad(you should know guys).
I'm sure you will do better once you're in Ite, no one knows. Without a positive mindset, there's nowhere to put yourself in. So please get back at your feet now. Plz.

Congrats to the ones who've been promoted! Especially Afifah. I know how it feels not to have your loved ones around you. I know how it feels not to have the same environment like before. But trust me, you will adapt with it sooner or later. Don't worry, we will visit you! :D

& on a darker note,
I'm working tomorrow, but
I got plans beforehad heh heh heh.
Good nights Readers!
:D

result in 3 more days

2009-12-15T21:30:00.010+08:00

LJS. Mcflurry. Donut Empire. Famous Amos. - Unhealthy diet.
That's what I had for my dinner, well done.

Since my supervisor is taking his own sweet time to find another part-timer for me,
give him face & am extending my working days till Sunday. No more, that's my final say.
I ain't gonna extend again eventho I may be making more $. I'm just too lazy to stand already.
What I really want now is to sleep, sleep, sleep & sleep.
I know am lazy pig like that but you will know it once you're in my shoes haha.
K have a nice day tomorrow, Readers!
:D

I don't miss him,
but miss the thought who he was.

& narsha cheat me >:

2009-12-14T21:09:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 100th Anniversary Day f(x)!
Chuuuuuuu~

All I think about today is sleeping, eating & watching tv.

you 100% die one

2009-12-14T01:07:00.011+08:00

If you're a true die-hard fan,
you will respect your idols justt like how you like being respected by someone.
Unlike this "fan" who can't even control herself. Such a disgrace!
Trust me, you will be hit on your head one day.
Watch out.

thank you.

2009-12-13T23:52:00.006+08:00

12/11;
Had breakfast with Mum at Mcd. Ahhh, the hotcakes tasted like heaven! Head to work after that.
Work was great & tiring. With the right companies, I'm sure you will have a wonderful Saturday!
& that's why the reason I love working there, hahaha.
Chilled with Bestfriend, Haz, Fiqqo & Sadiq right after we're done. I swear, I had a great time!
:D

13/11;
Last day was really great.
Was kinda melancholy because it was the bestest experience I ever had, especially the people. Like I said, there's amiable, approachable, hostile, shy & quiet type. Slowly, we enjoyed each other's companies, warmed by the closeness we share. Things get better in the end.
& that's the hardest part.
I want to thank Adrian, Calvin, Edwin, Khai, Firdaus, Ma'am Serene, Patrick, Thelma, Vincent & many more. Thank you for sharing the closeness.
I'll never forget all of you,
will drop by soon.
<:

On a darker note, I missed FT Island & BEG's departure.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, Hun & Narsha :<
Hope they'll come back soon hor!

will always be here

2009-12-11T17:09:00.010+08:00

I was actually waiting all these while 'cause I know you will realise what you did to me one day.

& God really make this happen!
He made you realised your selfish thoughts & in the end, you're asking for forgiveness.
Indeed, I was so thankful! No one knows how thankful I am except God.
Like I said, I've forgiven you from the bottom of my heart even after what you did to me.
Now I hope your apology comes fervently & not just empty words like before.
God gave you the easiest path to lead on a happy life but you choose the opposite.
So deal with whatever you're facing right now.
I'm sorry I couldn't do anything to help you now but
just hope that things will go smoothly for you.
For now, I wish you all the best <:

not so strong now

2009-12-11T16:40:00.018+08:00

Ahhh, my NARSHA!
(meltsssssssss)

A video of Ft Island's arrival!

9/11;

10am to 11pm. How's that?
What's more, I didn't had a proper meal since I was the only one working like insane.
Full shift since it was the Card Membership Closed Event. Woah I can die working alone eh when I actually need another part-timer. I don't know how many times the seniors told me this. My supervisor really need some smack-down then he will understand the situation eh, stupid botak zzz.
Alhamdulilah I managed to make 2K in one day! You see, I was filled with happiness because mine was the most difficult brands to sell. Firstly because it's expensive & is only meant for very highly people. I don't know why but I'm still feeling elated right now hahahaha.

10/11;
Due to yesterday's hectic day, I was down with fever + runny nose. I thought I was strong so I make my way to work as usual. Melancholy, I was not,
right after I've reached my workplace. & C was trying his utmost to cheer me, well done bloke!
& then I thought again maybe this will last for awhile. Again, was not. Infact, my body started to began the chills. So I let it go & went back home straight.
Fervently sorry to Haz Sister. She was on her way to my workplace when I couldnt prolong my stay.
This goes to Khai too haha sorry eh.
What's more, I missed Ft Island & BEG(Brown Eyed Girls)'s arrival gaaaah :<

11/11;
I wanted to ditched work today since I wasnt really feeling better. & second thought, I don't have anyone to cover me up. So I went to work per usual. Melancholy, I couldn't take it anymore & head home. Yes I was being stubborn like that -.-"
To sum it all, I'm still in a bad condition even till now how siansxzxz.
:<

2009-12-08T00:53:00.004+08:00

Rating: 4/5

What attracts me alot = Quilette Boys.
HAHAHA k kidding!

Before meeting the rest,
I was at Etude House searching for something when I saw
Faizal Isa, Farhan Shah & Duan standing beside me, smiling. Looool please.

Anyway, Bestfriend & I took leave today to watch New Moon with Asyraf, Haz & Fiqqo.
Was really poignant when Edward just left her like that.
On a brighter note, I'll be offically free this Sunday! Yayness!
K have a nice day later, Readers!
:D

Karma has hit you, don't you realise it?

2009-12-05T23:30:00.007+08:00

At ZARA.

Calvin & I were going down from the stairs.

Calvin: WELCOME! WELCOME!
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Shit, we don't even belong here lor.

Thank you for accompanying me during my break(s).
Nice of you <:

& yes, I had a very splendid Saturday at work!
Thanks to Calvin, Dallas, Edwin, Khai, Sherman & Thelma!
:D

have a good life ahead with her

2009-12-04T23:19:00.004+08:00

Women's instinct are always right.

Fuck you. You played to forget & what?
Deal with the consequences now.
& if you're smart enough, appreciate it & disappear.
If you try to cross me again, you'll be sorry.
Damn, I mean it.

My chest was tighten with a mixture of anger, disappointment, sadness & lost. Yes, I was at that point of state.
To think again,
how could you do this? & how could this happen? What actually went wrong?
It's been circling around my mind for umpteen times.
What hurts me alot was; you betrayed me silently & kept me in the dark.
I guess if I didnt ask you earlier. . .
It's okay, I will forgive you & this comes from the bottom of my heart.
But the way you treated me will etched in my mind.
& when things goes wrong again like how it used to before,
don't blame yourself because Karma was being fair.
Despite this, I'm still the nice & soft girl you used to know.
Thank you for taking advantage of me <:

shake head song

2009-12-03T01:09:00.003+08:00

Taken on the first day.

Bestfriend's on leave today :<
I need someone t accompany me lei. Can die, okay no.
Hahahaha.

miss the way you stare at me

2009-11-30T21:01:00.008+08:00

"You have three choices; you can

give up, give in, or give it your all"

I choose give in because I choose to believe him, still.

On a brighter note, I had a great day with family!

What's more, I'm getting my pay tomorrow & hell yeah I'm soooo happy!!

i miss you

2009-11-29T22:37:00.004+08:00

Haris: Erm, ah, er, what's your name?
Me: Myy, M-y-y. What's yours then?
Haris: I'm Yours.
Me: Huh? Yours?
Haris: You're Mine & I'm yours.
Zhu: & I'm Chilli so-yours (Thai Sauce).
Haris, HW, Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Melancholy, today is Haris's last day. Like he said, "Baru nak get along." -.-
However, he will be concentrating in his studies since his exam will be in 2 weeks time. Was really nice of him to accompany me when I don't need one, lool. Therefore, I wish him all the best!
:D

& my day wasn't that bad! Thanks to the people above plus ST & Adrian!
So tomorrow will be on leave since it's my Parent's Anni! Yessss, so happy plss.
Have a nice day tomorrow, Readers!

so who's mark?

2009-11-29T00:02:00.007+08:00

While bestfriend was walking behind me, suddenly ...

Bestfriend: *nearly slips* Myy!!
Me: Whaaaat?
Bestfriend: *pulls my bra hook* ( in order to keep herself still -.-)
Me: OMG SITI!!!!!
Bestfriend: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Embarassed much? Totally please! & that's how my first day begins at work! -.-"
Alhamdulilah was manageable eventho it's kinda hectic today. Did make alot of new friends - the amiable, the unpleasant, the cheeky ones & the quiet ones . But like usual, there's always an odd. Yes, I may nodded & keep it but a no no to me. It's okay to be a busted once a lifetime, especially in a good way ^^
& tomorrow! Righttt, bestfriend's on leave, Joanne's on leave. So who am I going to talk to, joke around with?
Ya right, them = accessories -.-"
Gaaaaah I can't really survive especially she's not around & what's more, it's just my second day lei.
Hopefully not a loner.
K, good night Readers!
:D

we know best.

2009-11-27T20:32:00.017+08:00

"You're 2 trustin', 2 nice..You're unaware of all e dangers tt lurked around u..Nice girl like u will get hurt if u wasnt careful." - J.

You see, I gave a chance but people took it for granted. & of course, I feel melancholy right?
Not sighing, just ain't giving chances. No more.

Hari Raya Haji! Yes, today. But before that, yesterday night was on the phone with Bestfriend till 3 plus in the morning. I must say we really had a good catch-up! xD
& so, I couldnt get up in the morning until Mum have to dragged me up. Soooooooo fatigue plsss.
Like usual, went both of Grandma's house. Wasnt that bad afterall :D
& now I'm really exhausted, what's more I'm working tomorrow -.-"
I hope I will be doing fine tomorrow so that I don't need to burden anyone there, amin.

Secondly, I want Linda to cheer up A.S.A.P!! Yes, because she's been feeling depressed about her boyfriend. Some guys just can't stop giving us problems eh. To think it again, sometimes, I just don't understand boys, really.
So Linda my cousin! Stop dwelling about your boyfriend, if not, the more you dwell, the more you're going to be dwindle. Tell yourself I don't need a man to fill up my satisfying life, loool. & flaunt your true capabilities(you're good at it, y'know). I just don't want to see you in this state, it hurts me alot especially when I've been in your stand once. So FUCK IT, okay? 'cause this kind of treacherous type don't really deserve our special attention. Like I said, when they got bored, they will leave us in a cb state & then move on to other girls. So why not we wait for Karma? Trust me, punishment(Karma) will be meted out to him one day.
Let's just be patient & wait okay? :D

Gonna sleep soon since I need to have ample of rest, if not,
later I complain non-stop eh HAHAHAHA.
Alright, have a nice day tomorrow Readers!
:D

he ate my heart

2009-11-26T22:52:00.013+08:00

& so I went to my workplace earlier on since I have to learn more about Men's accessories. It wasn't that easy for me since I was only expertise in business & casual than accessories. However, I just hope everything is going to be fine by Saturday and
if not, woah piang me!
& it lasted for a hour only, zzzzz. At 6, went back home since Bestfriend need to go back to work.

& while I was on the way home, I realised something. I used to be a strong girl who always cheer herself up whenever things doesnt go her way but now,
I have to depend on someone. Why?
& I'm going to make this, the last & only help.
Now, I need to get it rectified before I become too down to come back up.
Come back, the stronger Myy!

I dont know why things got awkward.
But one thing for sure,
I dont want to lose you, for real.

2009-11-25T23:41:00.005+08:00

Shit. Ive start working already.

Woah very menyesal went there just now eh, hahahaha.
Okay will update a proper post soon!
:D

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2009-11-25T13:51:00.014+08:00

24/11;

Didn't catch PA(Paranormal Activity) since his dismissal was really late. It's okay, school's priority, other things can wait <:
Watched 2012 in the end. I got teary for some parts whilst he was laughing at me, zzzzzz -.- insane person. HAHA.
Went back straight after the movie since he need ample of rest in order to go to school the next day.
Parted with a hug & a peck.
Thanks for yesterday, love <:
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I like today's weather.
Heading to work later since Bestfriend needs my help.
Okay have a nice day today, Readers!
;D

f(x)

2009-11-23T18:49:00.000+08:00

Amber, Krystal and Sulli have been diagnosed with Swine Flu.
Lets wish the three members speedy recoveries!
:D

feeling so good

2009-11-22T19:43:00.006+08:00

I told myself I would never be in love again, as much as I didn't want to but,
you came along and made me.
<3

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Parents went for a date.
Brothers went shopping.
I was alone at home. All I do was sleep till 5 plus (Y)

"Well done (Y)" - he said.

& now I can't wait to watch PA! Tuesday come soon plss, haha.
K have a nice day tomorrow Readers!
:D

abbreviation

2009-11-22T00:41:00.008+08:00

- Went Parker's chalet in the mid-afternoon. Overall, was good.
- Went off early since he was waiting for me. Haz came along since she wasnt feeling comfortable.
- Reached Yishun & chilled at Mcd for awhile. Haz went off first.
- Waited till my bus came & parted with a hug & a peck.
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the only you

2009-11-20T23:24:00.004+08:00

You know it's right when no matter what I'm doing or what kind of mood I'm in, the thought of him can make me smile.

nobody gets me like you do, <3

2009-11-18T21:14:00.003+08:00

Lazed around at home like nobody's business.

back

2009-11-17T14:19:00.008+08:00

I'm baaaaaaack!
Yes, am back from my 1 week + of working. & of course, when you start to work, you tend to lose weight, having pimple & a haggard face everyday.
That's was what I'm facing -.- zzzz
Afterall, it was really an enjoyable days for me since I was working w my loved ones - Bestfriend, Haz, Fiqqo, Asyraf, Kenneth, Bernice, Wan Ting, An li & Xiu Qin.
I won't forget the times we overcome th difficulty & the times we had together as a group <:
& now, am having 2 weeks of break. Like finally because from what I know, we, the 5 of us sacrificed a lot & couldnt even apply for a proper leave.
But whatever it is, still we enjoyed each other's companies <:
So I guess wasnt that bad afterall working overtime for the sake of our loved ones!
K will blog a proper post soon.
Have a nice day, Readers!

& I'm gonna miss the way you smile
and the way you look at me like no one else,

Stop it, please.

2009-11-17T14:04:00.002+08:00

Please stop trying harder boy when I've said enough that I'm not interested in you.
& when I said it, I mean it.
So please.

Away.

2009-11-04T00:24:00.000+08:00

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2009-11-02T00:19:00.003+08:00

He is someone who is there for you no matter what.
He is there who gives advice & encouragement but NOT tells you what to do.
He is there to be a shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold on.
& he's the kind that matters is what's on the inside.
& that's him, Syafiq Shahril.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FIQQO!
May all your dreams come true!
& good luck with Siti ^^

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2009-11-01T18:40:00.009+08:00

It's 1st November, everyone
&
I'm going to be cool now until things changed how it used to be, bby.

Anata ga inaito sabishii desu.

2009-10-30T21:19:00.006+08:00

"Ape u nak kesah ape org ckp psl kite.. Janji kite ade feelings for each other, that only matters to me :) "

I miss you, especially the way you look at me & the breeze we felt together when you sent me home.
& if only I could turn back the time and tell you that I like you too & want t be with you too.

I guess for now, I must fight this & stay strong like how I used to before.

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All i do today is sleeping, eating & watching tv.
I had a very lazing day.
Anyway! Work is starting in 3 more days.
& there's one essential thing! I should be getting my pay today or tomorrow BUT melancholy, will only be getting next month, end of the month!
WAH -.- -.- -.-
Never mind, the least I can do is to be patient :D

Okay will blog again!
Have a nice day tomorrow Readers!

a sweet walk home

2009-10-29T23:13:00.005+08:00

- Went Centrepoint for some briefing.
- Hangout after that :D
- Left at 9pm with Siti.
- Ended my day with a sweet walk home.
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park bom so kawaii

2009-10-29T01:18:00.003+08:00